Do you ever get to that point where you’re so overwhelmed that you try to disappear? Yeah…

I still don’t feel all that great, but I know I can’t just put everything on hold until I decide I’m ready to take on life again. 

I think one of the hardest things to do is to put on the facade of being happy when I know I’m one step away from having an emotional breakdown. The easier thing to do would be to walk around like I was broken, but I’m a firm believer that no one should ever be sad. Why? Because no one benefits from it. For me, just having positive thoughts can actually change my mindset. 

But like all things in life, it’s easier said than done.

But it’s Friday. I do have a lot to do in lab tomorrow, but that’s a good thing! I need to keep my mind off being sad and staying busy will definitely help. And of course, I have tons of studying to do for both class and MCAT.